{"id":1987,"date":"2018-11-10T05:05:25","date_gmt":"2018-11-10T03:05:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/?p=1987"},"modified":"2018-11-08T22:31:20","modified_gmt":"2018-11-08T20:31:20","slug":"vittnesmal-nummer-205","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/2018\/11\/10\/vittnesmal-nummer-205\/","title":{"rendered":"Vittnesm\u00e5l nummer 205"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Mannen som vissa dagar ansvarade f\u00f6r en del av min skolv\u00e4g.. Jag var kanske 9-10 n\u00e4r det b\u00f6rjade. &#8221;om vi f\u00e5r motorstopp h\u00e4r s\u00e5 m\u00e5ste du ta av dig alla kl\u00e4derna s\u00e5 kanske den startar igen&#8221;. \u00c5ngestklumpen i magen bara v\u00e4xte.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Aff\u00e4rsmannen som inte kunde ta ett nej. Inte tjugo nej heller. Ett halv\u00e5r senare fick jag f\u00f6r mig att konfrontera honom per sms, fick svaret att han inte hade en blek j\u00e4vla aning om vem jag var, att han varit med s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga att han om\u00f6jligt kan h\u00e5lla reda p\u00e5 alla men att jo, han hade nog sett mig i tidningen n\u00e5gon g\u00e5ng kanske, &#8221;en utsp\u00f6kad och vilsen flicka&#8221;.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Snubben som g\u00e5ng p\u00e5 g\u00e5ng klev \u00f6ver mina gr\u00e4nser, inte respekterade dom, tog sig friheter med min kropp, &#8221;f\u00f6r ett f\u00f6rh\u00e5llande handlar ju om tillit, du m\u00e5ste lita p\u00e5 att jag inte g\u00f6r n\u00e5got som kan skada dig&#8221;. Yeah, right&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Och alla andra snubbar. Och deras h\u00e4nder. Alla j\u00e4vla h\u00e4nder som dykt upp p\u00e5 st\u00e4llen d\u00e4r de inte \u00e4r v\u00e4lkomna. Alla j\u00e4vla g\u00e5nger jag dragit l\u00f6gnen att min pojkv\u00e4n st\u00e5r d\u00e4r borta, f\u00f6r att m\u00e4nnen har mer respekt f\u00f6r vad de anser vara en annan mans egendom \u00e4n f\u00f6r att jag inte vill, inte \u00e4r intresserad. Alla j\u00e4vla h\u00e4nder, alla j\u00e4vla g\u00e5nger.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mannen som vissa dagar ansvarade f\u00f6r en del av min skolv\u00e4g.. Jag var kanske 9-10 n\u00e4r det b\u00f6rjade. &#8221;om vi f\u00e5r motorstopp h\u00e4r s\u00e5 m\u00e5ste du ta av dig alla kl\u00e4derna s\u00e5 kanske den startar igen&#8221;. \u00c5ngestklumpen i magen bara v\u00e4xte. Aff\u00e4rsmannen som inte kunde ta ett nej. Inte tjugo nej heller. Ett halv\u00e5r senare&hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"toivo-read-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/2018\/11\/10\/vittnesmal-nummer-205\/\" class=\"more-link\">Read more <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Vittnesm\u00e5l nummer 205<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"episode_type":"","audio_file":"","cover_image":"","cover_image_id":"","duration":"","filesize":"","date_recorded":"","explicit":"","block":"","filesize_raw":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1987"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/11"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1987"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1987\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1990,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1987\/revisions\/1990"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1987"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1987"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1987"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}