{"id":1943,"date":"2018-11-08T05:06:02","date_gmt":"2018-11-08T03:06:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/?p=1943"},"modified":"2018-11-01T20:47:40","modified_gmt":"2018-11-01T18:47:40","slug":"vittnesmal-nummer-224","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/2018\/11\/08\/vittnesmal-nummer-224\/","title":{"rendered":"Vittnesm\u00e5l nummer 224"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Jag var 18 \u00e5r gammal o hade ett brustet hj\u00e4rta som st\u00e5tt ut med mycket svek. Jag s\u00f6kte tr\u00f6st o beundran o hittade ett helt g\u00e4ng med roliga killar o tjejer. Men att vakna drogad o v\u00e5ldtagen var inte s\u00e5 kul. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Herr Polis tyckte det var mitt eget fel d\u00e5 jag umgicks med s\u00e5na m\u00e4nniskor. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Mitt ex fick h\u00f6ra detta. Han tr\u00f6stade mig o gav mig en \u00f6l. F\u00f6r andra g\u00e5ngen p\u00e5 bara ett par dagar, vaknade jag drogad o denna g\u00e5ng med blodig bak o en sm\u00e4rta jag \u00e4n kan k\u00e4nna n\u00e4r jag t\u00e4nker p\u00e5 det.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Efter det har jag otaliga g\u00e5nger f\u00e5tt h\u00f6ra vilken oduglig hora jag \u00e4r. Jag har blivit nedtryckt o behandlad som skit av m\u00e5nga. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Tvingad, hotad, kr\u00e4nkt, utnyttjad.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Rykten har spridits. Jag \u00e4r byns slyna.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">\u00c4n idag, 12 \u00e5r senare s\u00e5 ser v\u00e5rt lilla samh\u00e4lle p\u00e5 mig med avsmak. Jag har inga v\u00e4nner h\u00e4r. Jag kan inte g\u00e5 p\u00e5 barnens f\u00f6r\u00e4ldram\u00f6ten eller skolfester utan lugnande. \u00c4ter dagligen medicin mot \u00e5ngest o panik. Jag h\u00f6r viskningarna bakom ryggen o k\u00e4nner blickarna i nacken. Min psykiatriker s\u00e4ger att jag gjort framsteg men min sj\u00e4lvbild o omgivningen s\u00e4ger n\u00e5got helt annat.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag var 18 \u00e5r gammal o hade ett brustet hj\u00e4rta som st\u00e5tt ut med mycket svek. Jag s\u00f6kte tr\u00f6st o beundran o hittade ett helt g\u00e4ng med roliga killar o tjejer. Men att vakna drogad o v\u00e5ldtagen var inte s\u00e5 kul. Herr Polis tyckte det var mitt eget fel d\u00e5 jag umgicks med s\u00e5na m\u00e4nniskor.&hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"toivo-read-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/2018\/11\/08\/vittnesmal-nummer-224\/\" class=\"more-link\">Read more <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Vittnesm\u00e5l nummer 224<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"episode_type":"","audio_file":"","cover_image":"","cover_image_id":"","duration":"","filesize":"","date_recorded":"","explicit":"","block":"","filesize_raw":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1943"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/11"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1943"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1943\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1946,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1943\/revisions\/1946"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1943"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1943"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1943"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}