{"id":1858,"date":"2018-11-04T05:02:27","date_gmt":"2018-11-04T03:02:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/?p=1858"},"modified":"2018-11-08T22:27:15","modified_gmt":"2018-11-08T20:27:15","slug":"vittnesmal-nummer-268","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/2018\/11\/04\/vittnesmal-nummer-268\/","title":{"rendered":"Vittnesm\u00e5l nummer 268"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Jag var 4 \u00e5r. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Dagmammans man sa att jag var s\u00e5 s\u00f6t att han ville krama och pussa mig. D\u00e4r han satt i k\u00f6ket hade hans armar en s\u00e5dan r\u00e4ckvidd att jag inte slapp f\u00f6rbi honom. Dagmamman stod vid diskb\u00e4nken och skrattade. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">En annan g\u00e5ng ins\u00e5g jag att jag inte kommer f\u00f6rbi honom s\u00e5 jag v\u00e4nde och g\u00f6mde mig under vindstrappan. I mitt minne sitter jag g\u00f6md i timmar och vill inget annat \u00e4n att leka med de andra barnen p\u00e5 g\u00e5rden. Dagmamman hittar mig, troligen efter n\u00e5gra minuter. D\u00e5 har mannen g\u00e5tt och jag f\u00e5r f\u00f6lja med ut till de andra barnen. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">S\u00e5g de inte min fasa? Eller ins\u00e5g hon varf\u00f6r jag var r\u00e4dd och sa \u00e5t honom, f\u00f6r jag tror inte det h\u00e4nde igen efter att jag g\u00f6mde mig. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">N\u00e4r jag var 12 ber\u00e4ttade jag \u00e5t min mamma. Hon sa inget, bara suckade. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Sveket fr\u00e5n de vuxna, det svider. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Detta \u00e4r inget som pl\u00e5gat mig desto mera under livet, men under <a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/hashtag\/metoo?source=feed_text&amp;story_id=142007473119189\"><span class=\"s2\">#metoo<\/span><\/a> har det oftate kommit till ytan. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Kanske jag kan l\u00e4mna det bakom mig nu med ert st\u00f6d. Uppr\u00e4ttelse slutade jag hoppas p\u00e5 som 12-\u00e5ring.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag var 4 \u00e5r. Dagmammans man sa att jag var s\u00e5 s\u00f6t att han ville krama och pussa mig. D\u00e4r han satt i k\u00f6ket hade hans armar en s\u00e5dan r\u00e4ckvidd att jag inte slapp f\u00f6rbi honom. Dagmamman stod vid diskb\u00e4nken och skrattade. En annan g\u00e5ng ins\u00e5g jag att jag inte kommer f\u00f6rbi honom s\u00e5 jag&hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"toivo-read-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/2018\/11\/04\/vittnesmal-nummer-268\/\" class=\"more-link\">Read more <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Vittnesm\u00e5l nummer 268<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"episode_type":"","audio_file":"","cover_image":"","cover_image_id":"","duration":"","filesize":"","date_recorded":"","explicit":"","block":"","filesize_raw":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1858"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/11"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1858"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1858\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1860,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1858\/revisions\/1860"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1858"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1858"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.astra.formas.fi\/dammenbrister\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1858"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}